_{I have not written here for a while and I fear it will not be for a long time yet that I will ever again.}



I'm not much use these days.
My inpiration is running on low and I haven't been painting that much. Change is so hard to deal with for me so I've been writing alot. What little painting I do is scribbles of the aching heart. I dunno if I will be ever coming back to add anything further. I don't care much for the fluffy artworks on my page at the moment. The emotions I've been experiencing lately are far too complicated to just piece together. I'm still trying to find myself and my place in this big urban jungle. Whether its years or months who knows.


I've been single for months now and I still don't know what I want or what to do with myself. Writing diary entries does help quite a bit, helps me rationalize my thoughts and put things into perspective. Everything just seems to frustrate me soooooooo easily these days. The only peace I find is in music, being alone and painting. People are one of the main things that frustrate me. Arrogant, pompous city types. Not use to them and I can't stand their selfish and ignorant ways. Only people I ever associate with are the old crew from back home. Even if I don't know them! Many times I've had people come into my shop and not known them fully but knowing they're from Karratha was enough to start conversation.
But I'll get over it and the change... and the emotional bullshit.
So never fear.
A masterpiece is sure to come, I do have one brewing.

I shan't come on here anymore. If I do, it's to look at the lovely Moi's beautiful artworks!
A genius indeed:
~RoSsRoBiN

Much love.


_{And I'm off to discover the rest of this world and my own...}